If you decided to do crossdressing then better to start learning doing makeup on your own. It's not a rocket science but little effort will definitely pay off. You have plethora of options to learn make up from and the best one is youtube and no doubt about it.

Try to buy your own stuff and do not try to use others as this involves hygiene of oneself. The regular makeup used by women are not sufficient and we could not achieve the desired glam look with that. It is due to the natural smoothness women have because of estrogen. We all have started with something very basic like pancakes and all. Once you are comfortable with your basic skills then invest on good quality products as prolonged use of cheap products may damage your skin.

Invest in good concealer and you require it a lot as you need to conceal lot of 5 O'clock shade. Learn the art of contouring to sculpture the shape of your face to be more feminine.